For You

I realize that blogging is a good way of communicating with people. It’s like a connection, from a person links to another one. A way of knowing each other and their stories. We always start with a conversation before we get to know a person. And it’s amazing what if you know a person’s feeling thru blog. Well, blog tells a story.

I used to tell my friends about half green apple story, but I doubt myself that it’s not happening in fact. It’s a love story, about a half green apple is looking another half of itself. I thought that I found my half before, but I was wrong. And the day I met someone, I guess I’ve an answer. It might be a person who has the same character as you; it’s like a mirror of yourself. You find yourself. And it’s two in one. It used to belong together with same soul, same character and same love. I guess this is what love goes around.

“Everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain.” The rain stands for pains and the rainbow stands for happiness. And what we should do it’s, creating a bright sunlight if you make a rain. You’ll eventually lose someone you love. Because every 60 seconds you spend being upset, is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back. So fights for the sunlight!

Learning Zone & Comfort Zone

Hello, do you still remember the previous post which I talked about my dream? *This is the link* http://kahyingz.blogspot.com/2013_02_24_archive.html I was totally confusing about my life and what I want for my future. But, it always takes time to figure it out. We are been searching for what we love for the past of our life or even now. Never give up before you even get started. I believe in this, “everything can be happen, when it comes, it’ll leads you to somewhere.” And one day, I will find my way. Here’s a video which talks about life, watch this and make your life better.

As he says, “How do you want for your future to be?” and most of the people will answer, “I don’t know and I’ve no idea.” I smiled. Because this is what I usually answer. We don’t know what we want for our future but we know what we like or dislike. I agreed. What I like and want my future to be? I love make up, but I don’t want to work as a sales girl who promotes make up products only. In directly, fighting for sales everyday. I guess this is what it refers to “dislike” part? And what I like about make up? I feel that beauty comes from make up. Yeay, make up makes beauty. Yet, I love photo and video, want to do acting, posing and to be talents. Although I’m in learning zone, but choose to believe in yourself first. *Step forward* Confidence is the key isn’t it? One step at a time, I hope that whatever I’m doing right now, it leads me to somewhere someday.

We’re getting to know ourselves more each every day. Just like our life, we try out every single thing, and at the same time we get to know what we want for our future. If we’re afraid of stepping forward, we probably remain in the same zone. So why don't give a try? Believe in yourself, and your dream. Do you dare to dream?

Real One

 

Relationship – If you’re not comfortable enough with yourself or with your own truth when entering a relationship, then you’re not ready for that relationship. Do you always feel that maintaining a relationship isn’t easy? It’s a very common thing that couple fights. But it may be a ‘good’ fight that helps you to improve. When both of you manage to take arguments and learn it from the mistakes. Congrats, I bet that both of you are lovely couple. J

I always think of looking a ‘right person’ in my relationship, but in fact, I can’t. There’s only the real one. Let me explain, a right person – who can understand you without speaking a word. You feel that everything is right. Everything is just perfect. But the real one – can’t read your mind if you don’t speak. But listen patiently and try to understand you. You don’t feel right at all when comes to fights, or both of you can’t communicate. But will take that as experiences, and avoid them when happen again. We always learn from the past relationships, and want to be better for the next one. Well, I’m. And all my previous relationships taught me that, we need to know that relationships are not perfect. It’ll never be unless you found the key that how to maintain a relationship - be tolerating, and TRUST.

You can love anyone very deeply, but if you can’t find a way to maintain it, it’ll just back to zero. Just don’t give up because times are hard, especially if you really want something. Keep fighting for what you want until you can’t fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left. When you’re ready for this relationship, don’t let it go. You’ll never know that you can change the real one to become your right one. J

Idarts - Part Of My Life

Mushi Mushi! Hello! Been missing in action but never forget about my blog and readers. Make Up My Mind --- it started with my dream. The name of my blog reminds me of how much I love make up, and my mind reminds me of who I'm. My life, sharing life.

Today I'm going to talk about part of my life. Few days ago, I joined a competition which it's "Idarts Ladies Challenge 2013" Guess most of the people know about Idarts? It's a new and famous addiction in town. Entertainment which I found out that it can makes me happy. And it really works whenever I feel that way. Well, I'm addicted on it, and it slowly becomes "Part Of My Life." Btw, the competition was on Wednesday (20th March) Actually, honestly speaking, I didn't think of joining it at the first place. But no regrets, it was really a good try. I gained a lot during the competition. Facing people and control your nervous. Although I can't. Haha, *hand was shaking so badly that night* But I gain confidences and experiences. Met a lot of darts lovers, and their sharing experiences.

I do remember the first time I played, it was a year plus ago. I broke the darts. That's impossible right? Feeling embarrassing tho. And now I can't believe that I'm joining competition. I don't mean that i'm good in playing with it,but at least I'm proud of myself that I never give up at all. Trained hard a few weeks to get prepare for competition, been hanging out in Idarts 4-5 days in a week. That's really crazyyyy. Haha. Well, I love darts! Especially thanks to the people who teach me, practice with me, picking me up and down. People who came and supported me that night. REALLY APPRECIATE LOADS! Thank you~ thank you~

Anyway,congrats to Vivian the champion and Vee Siow the 1st runner up. Everyone is doing great that night. *really good in it* Clap-clap! Never give up and bring yourself down, I did it today :) It ain't easy for the first step, but if you choose to give up, you'll lose a good chance that might happen in your future. I believe everyone can do it. :) Loves.xoxo.

I just DO IT

Something that you may not have done, still trying hard, or still figuring? We know that we do not have everything under our control, something in life that how much it means to you. That's the reason why we have the word of 'give up' Giving up those that you can't success it, those that you can't get it back. Anyone can give up, it's the easier things to do. But when you hold yourself while everyone thinks you can't, that's the true strength.

We've a choice. Things happen in life that we can't stop, but doesn't mean we should stop. Right now, push away all the negative saying. I just want to say, "DO IT!" do it and live like there is no tomorrow. What if there is no tomorrow, what you want to do in your life? I'm not referring robbing, stealing, etc. It's something which you left behind. Something which you don't have the guts to do it last time. In fact, I bet everyone has the strength to do it, if there is no tomorrow. :P HAHAHA.

Why don't we give a try? Try to complete something that you've not done. Just today, and one thing. After reading this, give yourself some confidence! And I just did it for today. It's not a big thing, but something that I left behind and words that I wanted to say. I sent a text to someone who used to be in my life. You're not alone. And I hope that we are living better :) jia you!

Thanks for your time reading this, I'll try out something new in my blog :) Loves.xoxo REMEMBER DO IT!

Decisions

Right or Wrong?

It's hard to make a decision. But it's harder to make a right decision. However, you should know that there may not always be a 'correct' or 'prefect' among all the decisions. You ask opinions from 100 peoples, but you may get back 100 different types of answers. Maybe the most terrible thing it's, you ask yourself but it ends up get back 100 answers. Have you been through this before? Afraid of making a decision. Been thinking over and over again just to make sure you won't be regret of choosing it. But the fact it's, over thinking will miss the obvious. If you do realize it, you've forgotten why you stand for in the first place. Make your mind clear, choose the most comfortable one, and the most confidence one :) There is no right or wrong. We can't predict our future, but doesn't mean you can't imaging it or making a choice. Don't ask yourself so much, just live, because I found out that life is never long enough. There are some things you can never control. 

*Don't wait til everything is just right. It will never be prefect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than prefect conditions. So get started now. With everything step you take, you'll grow stronger and stronger*

I should make a decision now :P Hope you enjoy reading :) Loves.xoxo.

Dreams

Dreams?

It ain't hard to make a dream comes true, but it's depends you want to make it real or not. What's your dream? :) Hhmmm.. What about my dream? To be honestly, I'm still finding. I'm kind of confusing what I want in the future. Is there anyone same as me? sigh. I know I shouldn't have this negative thinking. Yes, I shouldn't! I believe that one day I can find it, but it just needs times. Agree?

What do I feel about dreams? I feel that, life is all about dreams. When you've a dream, you'll start thinking how you going to success it. What's the feeling when you success it. A lot of imaginations. A lot of hopes. I feel that dreams are beautiful. Everyone fights for their life just because of their dreams. It's going to be hard with every first step, suffers, painful, tears, hurts, but all these are just the processing. You're not going to take all these for your dreams! These are just lessons to make you tough. Don't give excuses for yourself to give up. Because I'm so glad for those people who found their dreams. There are some of them, *like me* are still searching it. Keep holding!

I'll share with you if I found my dream :) And you! You'll find yours one day. I believe in that :) *Don't you worry, God has a plan for you* never stop believing.

Anyway, it's random. But just a sharing. Video of my wedding shoot. Hope you enjoy it! Loves.xoxo.

Someone Like You

Someone like you.

Hmmm, where to find someone like you? A person who makes you fall in love the first sight. And you'll start staring at the person. Your heart beats fast. Butterflies feeling. You feel shy when you talk to the person. But at the same time, you want to know more about the person. Pretending that you don't care at all, but actually you're. You smile with no reason and care like nobody's business. Small little action can catches your eyes and your attention. Just like the first love feeling?

I guess this feeling only happens during your secondary school time. Isn't it? Not trying to say it won't happen anymore after graduate. But somehow, maybe it's not the right timing, not the right person. And we miss it. Maybe you found the right one, but it's just the timing problem. If you found one, keep holding on, don't let go. Try to fix it. If you both allow yourselves to step into each other shoes, you'll get to understand the person more. Respect for each other issues. It's challenging for both of you, but well it worth it isn't it? :) Don't lose someone like her/him. FIGHT FOR IT :)

*love is a heart filled with affection for the most important person in your life. Love is looking at the special someone who makes your world go around. And absolutely loving what you see. Love gives meaning to one's world and magic to million hopes and dreams. Love is an invaluable bond that enriches every good thing in life* sharing :)

Hope you enjoy reading.hehee. Loves.xoxo.

My Life

Hello, I'm back! I guess I've been stop writing my blog for a few months. Wondering readers still remember that I used to blog a lot? or some don't even know that I've a blog? Haha. Hmmmm, anyway what should I start with this? I guess I'll just start it with the reason why I stop blogging. Just because of my working time, Like seriously tiring, and I had not enough time for myself. But WHATEVER la, I'm here. haha. Honestly, I'm enjoying myself when I'm blogging, I miss blogging :/ just like writing a diary, *although this is public diary, lol* but it's my way of expressing my feeling. I'm enjoying! I hope that you enjoy yourself when you're reading too.

Btw, Do you trust Feng sui? Like animal Feng Sui. I born in Monkey year. According to the master, this year is not going to be a good year for me. I don't know it happens to you or not, but to me, yes. Last time I will just take it like 50% 50% ,don't over believe it. But after today, I've to admit that I trust. Just like the first day of 2013, bad things are non-stop happening to me. But well, I always set my mind that, "learn from mistakes, and everything happens for a reason" Always have a positive thinking *even though sometimes I'm kind of negative person* but I'm learning :) What to do, Life still goes on, we've to move on. Everyone wants to be happy, but why would I find trouble to myself? It's just making me unhappy. I hope that this sentence will appear on your mind too, when you're feeling down, like "end of the world" is coming. But TRY! We're not weak, we can stand for once again. Just like the beginning how we did.

*I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually know not to trust anymore but yourself. and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together* This is what I found, and wanna share with you :)

Anyway it's a new beginning for me! EVERYTHING IS NEW. But there is one thing that will never change it's my family and my friends. Something may just comes and destroys everything you build. I had a hard time to been thru this. But what I gain it's, I learn to appreciate more. Thanks for believing me. You choose to feel me and not by judging or listening from other people. You listen to my story and you direct me in a right way. If you think I change, yes I did change, but for a better one! At least I know that I tried my best. We learn, so we change and turn to another person who we wouldn't know. But that person! Is becoming stronger! Feel the person with your eyes, and your heart, your smile and the tears. Those are real :)

All these are my feelings, thanks for your time for reading. Loves.xoxo.

SUSHI ROLLS the days~

Foods hunting days, hunting my favorite food, Japanese styles! I'm going to do a quick simple post today.

Nabe Soba

This was in Sakae Sushi Restaurant, One utama. I had really no idea what to eat, so back to my all time favorite, Japanese foods. The food here is not bad, but I would still prefer having it in Hokkaido Sushi Restaurant. *personal favorite* The Nabe Soba is good, it comes with one set. Best thing in Sakae Sushi it's, they use Ipads to do the ordering. Easy and simple, Just like 1, 2, 3. 

Cha Soba

Chicken Katsu

Dragon Roll

Have you heard of Hokano Japanese Restaurant? The location is in Uptown Damansara Utama. I didn't notice that there is a Japanese restaurant. It's kind of hard to notice it, cause the name of the shop is not so attractive. The food there is nice, but I feel the portion is very little. Was still hungry even though I finished my own set. Personal recommendation, the sushi rolls are good. But too bad, the service of the food serving is slow. Have to wait around 15-30mins.

Volcano Roll

Lastly, Hokkaido Sushi Restaurant in one utama is still my favorite choice. Based on their foods, prices and services, overall are good. And I'll strongly recommend you to try out this sushi roll. (as above picture) It's really tasty as well, their sauces are special. Love it!

Thanks for reading. That's all about today :) Loves. xoxo.

CHICO Baby ♥

Today I'm going to share about my pet, Chico. This picture was taken two years ago. I miss Chico so much. :(

Have you ever own a pet before? Hmm, I love pets! but for those that doesn't bite me. hahaha. Love spending time to walk around, and have a look with the animals if i passed by a pet shop. Actually I would love to have a puppy too, always wish to have one. Too bad, my house doesn't allowed pets. According to my mother, she always makes a lot of excuses and stopped me. Just like example, "I can't take care of it, because I don't know how to take care of myself." LOL! hey, that's not true!! Hmm, but it's true that you must have time for pets, take good care of it, otherwise it's not a good idea to own a pet. My mom said so, agreed. So the day when I brought back Chico home, guess what's her reaction? She was mumbling for few days. But it's ok, CHICO WAS MINE! :) So cuteeeeeee~

Chico slept like this *cool*

The last picture of Chico

*fatty*sitting down*

What so special about Chico. Hmm, this was my first pet, always wanted to own one. I didn't buy it, as you know that my mom will kill me. lol. It was a gift from my friend, Yongen. Thank you so much :') I miss Chico, I know Chico live happily. If you did realize it, one of Chico's eye is red, and another side it's black. That makes it so special. It didn't bite me before, just my dad, maybe he grabbed it too hard. Haha. 

I still remember the day before I went to travel, I was holding Chico and took a picture. Don't know why I would actually do that. normally I'll just check whether chico has enough food or not. But the things happened all sudden, the day before I flied, Chico left me. I cried for few days when I was traveling, even now when I talked about Chico, it makes me feel like tearing. i miss chico so badly. But well, Chico gave me a lot of good memories. I'll always put a smile on my face when I mentioned Chico. Because it makes me happy just like this.

Passed by a pet shop and I saw these. Took some pictures and decided to talk about Chico. They are just cute and adorable. It reminded me of Chico. If you do own a pet, spend time with them! Even it's just a minute. They need your love and care. Hope you all enjoy reading. Loves. xoxo.

Sekinchan, My work day

"Heyyyy~ I think I want you!" :P "HhMMMmm.." what kind of face is that? Anyway good day to all of you, readers. I was too bored and took a few pictures of myself. Hmm, My love told me before, when I'm about to start working, probably I'll have no time for my personal life, outings, friends or even family. Sigh. It's true. I've no time!! Even blogging took me a week to update a post. Planned some plans with my family and loves one once I've my weekends. Actually sometimes I work on weekends too. This is so sad. But I'm working hard for my future now. can't you see that? :P

Anyway If you did view my previous post, it's all about my working life. Back to the post, I was in Sekinchan the last day of my work! A beautiful place which it gives me a lot of memories, I miss it. Felt so excited! I used to stay there for few days, hanging out with my friends there. Even my daddy loves there too. I wish that I can have a holiday in Sekinchan! LOL! just started working and I plan to have holiday?! too much. Well, Grab some pictures from Facebook Sekinchan fan page.

If you plan to have a trip which it's inexpensive at the same time having a relaxing trip with your family or friends, you can probably head down to Sekinchan! You can purchase many fresh seafood from there. The foods taste differently comparing with KL.  

when I was 18 years old, in Sekinchan

hearts for you! :P

*acting cute*

Lastly, I wanted to share a quote to all my friends, I felt that it's true and meaningful. No matter what situation you're having now, "If you don't like it, wherever you're. MOVE! Because you're not a tree!" Move on my friend, cause we're strong enough to do it. Telling this to everyone, it's not a easy thing, but we've a choice, move on or stay? Stay strong my friend. :) I know you can do it, because I seen it before. That's all for today. Will try my best to update as soon as possible ya! Stay tuned! Loves. xoxo.

One Step in my life!

Jentzen

Hello! It's been awhile that I left my blog unwritten. Which I really don't have my time for my personal life. Due of my working days, been really busy *sorry* always waking up around 5am early in the morning and finished work around 7pm something. Sigh. Maybe I just had some few updates on my Facebook status and Instagram. Today I'm going to share all about my working life. Well, do you still remember that I mentioned about my job before? It's ok, now you know. Haha. Anyway, currently I'm working as a make up artist, probably I should say I do everything. Including styling. *still learning* I'm a lucky girl, It's because I get to learn things from my boss, and the best part which it's, she is willing to teach. Upcoming there is a movie, will spend 4 months to complete everything. Pray hard that I can handle it well.

The past week, I learned and gained a lot. Experience, Communication, being Independent, and of cause making money. lol! But it's true that earning money and be responsible. And yeah, I made some new friends too! Let's *Pictures talkie time!* :)

 

I do enjoy my job even though this is tiring. Besides working, didn't forget to take some pictures for my food hunting posts again. Does it look great and delicious? Hehe. That's my lunch and dinner. lol. And of cause please do support Jentzen! He is really a nice person! If you watch Astro, then you'll know who's he :) Had fun with him and colleagues. Stay tuned for more updates! Loves. xoxo.